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As Saturday and Sunday passed by already but they didn't bring any confusion occred during the last few day with them at all. With unidentified bad temper cooking insides of me since Friday, things didn't seem to pick up a bit. It seemed even worse with me.
Almost a while now that "he" didn't go out dancing, which he thought that I might not ebjoy it. I enjoy it sometimes. I do. But for some reasons, when I called "him" on Friday after work, "he" mentioned that "he" wanted to go with his best friend alone, since "he" didn't have any chance to spend time with his best friend at all since he came back a while ago. I'm cool with that and no hurt feeling at all. If I am in the position like him I would expect him to act the same way too. Anyway, we ended up going out together with his best friend and then another friend came and then another friend with his friend whom "he" thinks that I flirted with him a week ago but I didn't have any intention to do that at all. I only enjoyed his conversation and think that he can be a very good friend that's all, but I don't want to hurt "his" feeling, too.
I choose to avoid every bad thing that might happen later on the weekend by projecting the idea of doing nothing at all for the whole Saturday. Honestly I had no idea that "he" would like it or not but at least it's what I wanted to do and "he" chose to do what I suggested. I knew that he was bored. I'm grateful for that.
Then came Sunday, nothing much different from Saturday much but I think it came to the point where "he" couldn't stand doing nothing at all for a day already, so we headed to a movie. Until this point he still let me be the one to decide things for example where we should go for dinner since he's got two invitations. So I chose to go to the dinner party where I'd be more participating in.
I think I'm confused with what I have right now and where I stand. I think I know that "he" does feel something for me but I just don't know what to do and how to cope with the situation here at all.
Temperamentality goes on.
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