New Year starts a little bit rougly as I had to manage to get myself ready to get things together as the job application period was due. Maybe as well as my time to really get my life together. Since I finished school in 2002 I gave myself time to explore what I thought that I wanted to do but as almost 3 years past, my searching will come to an end from now on every decision change towards life would be made carefully and, if possible, forward not like standing still just like what I'm doing right now.

24 or 25 is the age of me and most of my friends, more than 30 percent of them complaining that they didn't want to be architects but probably 80 percent of them ends up being one. And I am one of the 20 percent. While I'm doing so so right now, many of my friend making 2-5 time better than me. Some of them start saving HUGE amount of money, some of them move into prime resendential area and some are living large. At the 25th year of my life, it's time to look for something serious not just the liquid dream.

Anyway, after an evening with BIG anxiety attack, I made myself to the Bangkok Airways Head Office to apply for the position. Thanks to Her Majesty, K.'s ( I think I got indirectly complained about using his name too many times here so I'll just leave this name that way ) Actifed as he got no sleeping pills left and that gave me calmness for the whole day after. Thank you.

Somebody asked me about my recent job and many of them think that it's a nice job and ask further that why I wanted to leave and become a "Flying Slut". I answered them that my job as an PR Executive for movie company sure sounds nice but I can not eat "nice". I'm 25 now if i'm still making somewhat I'm making now, I won't have anything in my life ever. And for some reason I'm bored of the way people will get salary here. As you were new to some company and you ask for certain amount of money and they would say that they can't give you that because they got somebody there working before you and get that same amount of money that you ask for even though you have much more ability  than the one working before. I think people should get as much as they are working for. Ughhh end of my complaint.

Wish me luck though.

Happy Monday Everyone.