As I've got plenty of time on myself and just to distract my mind away from all the noise in my head. I turn to reading once again. It's quite hard to find a good reading that suits my mood right now. Anyway, I picked "The Spell" by Alan Hallinghurst. I like it and today I caught this part in the book which I would like to share with you all and myself. So here it is :

Gordon leant forward - they were knee to knee. "I think the real excitement comes from embracing life as it is, not escaping from it into unsustainable fantasies."